Wednesday, January 13, 2010
So recently I've been having a lot of epiphany's about who I am and what makes me tick. Like my immediate dislike for needy people, or how my first reaction to anything is anger. One that I just figured out (yes it took my 22 years to figure it out...go on and laugh) is that I have an inherent need to rebel and be different. For example, as a teenager and a newly wed I felt the need to dye my hair outrageous and extremely cool colors. Then Conrad graduated form BYU in 08 and since that day I have been content with dyeing my hair a very normal shade of brown or not at all. About two months ago Conrad decided to go back to BYU to get a masters in art ed, cut off his extremely HOT long hair (I'm not bitter) and is now attending classes. And all I can think about is the color burgundy. Not to mention my overwhelming desire to say naughty four letter words and wear less then modest clothing. In short, BYU, Provo, rules in general really, bring out the worst in me. Fascinating that I'm a member of the church. But that is another blog for another time.
Emma- Mom what can I do to make my dreams come true?
Me- Work hard.
Emma- I can't work hard mom cause I'm just a little child.